M.I.A.

Tomorrow is my last day at the Trust. I've been taking all my photos down and packing away my files.

Leaving the Trust means my internet access is going to be severely restricted, for a while at least. I don't have the internet at home and I won't be able to go online so much in work because they actively monitor internet access at my new job.

I've been meaning to get the internet for months - but I haven't. I plan to ring the company tonight, if I remember.

Reading blogs is like a full time job, which is ok now as my full time job's not like a full time job - but when I start my new job on April 3rd I don't think I'm going to have the same amount of time online to blog and read blogs. I'm still struggling to get through all my bloglines from last week when I was in Scotland - there were over 200 posts to read! So, sorry if I haven't left you a comment for a while - I still want to!

As for offline life, things are busy. Subtext is taking up a lot of time and energy. I'm going to Paris on Saturday. A mechanic just installed a new exhaust pipe on my car without telling me.

I've been giddy and hyper a lot, and I'm having difficulty keeping a level head. My moods are always mixed up though, so I'm never up for long. I spent a terrible night bawling my eyes out and shaking and cursing on Tuesday. Me trying to reassure him had somehow morped into a blazing row - afterwards neither of new why. I think I was a little drunk from hyperventilation afterwards too, my partner was trying to have a conversation with me and I went from talking about working on a Ambulance to describing an escape from crocodiles and alligators, in one sentence.

So, I'm going to be M.I.A. for a while. I'll try and get online when I can. Until then, have fun x